Long Board Rider

barnyard_whore @ 2004-06-25T22:31:00

2004-06-26T05:33:55Z

Ok so Live Journal is boring now! There4 if u really want to know what's going on in my life you can see my new site on xanga!

www.xanga.com/lovelybunchofcoconuts

Let's Bounce!

2004-06-19T07:36:18Z

Geeezzz I have not written in this things in a long time! Seeing how xanga is waaaay better but oh well! Anywho... School is out! But I am taking summer school (health) which kind of sucks but at least I have friends in my class! We just got done learning about STD'S! ick... So right now I am over at leila's and we just got done watching Stuck On You! Funny movie! Though we were never able to find that one part... oh well. I talked to Chad tonight which was kind of odd seeing how I havent talked to him in like a week or two! Heh that just reminded me of how I kind of forgot to meet ryan at the mall! Oh well! I can't wait till summer school is out because then I will be on my way to the happiest place on earth w/o my parents! Then in mid july I am traveling on over to Colorado for camp and then to kansas (which by the way is the most boring place on earth!) Yeah so I think leila has had one sip too many tonight! Leila you need to lay off the alcohol! It kills!! Along w/ Chalmydia! Ok I think that's enough updating! If anyone reads this and wants to hang out this summer call the call! 510-8128

barnyard_whore @ 2004-05-02T13:36:00

2004-05-02T20:37:06Z

man o man am I tired! This weekend so far has been so much fun! Me, leila, Dayna, and Bridget all went to the carnival! It was awesome! haha We did the cake walk and me and bridget both won cakes! hehe we saw emma and taylor there too! But we didnt talk to them....yeah ummmm then we all go to daynas house and hang out there. We watched American Wedding..bad movie! I fell alseep but kept on getting woken up! nice going bridget! just kidding! This morning we all watched stepmom which is a rather sad movie! Frosty the snow bitch..er..witch! haha good times... werll I must go get ready now! Talk to you ppl later!

I'm ok! dont yall worry about me!

2004-04-24T19:44:44Z

This week sucked like none other! I'm sorry leila for all the shit that we went thru. umm... Chris and kristen thanks for listening to me. I seriously think I'm getting better so yeah, nothing really to get worried about.

I have to babysit today! ick I hate babysitting for these kids. I also hate spongebob because after that whole "texas is stupid" thing those kids wont stop calling me stupid! wow I just now realized how pathetic that sounds...oh well!

I'm trying to debate if I should go to the wedding today. (miles's parents are renewing their vows) I doubt I will. Dont really feel like seeing miles right now because yeah.....

Emily came over last night! We went and walked around and there was this big party right down our street. (the 911 house dayna) so then we go back to my house and sit out front for a while then these 3 7th graders walk over to us and start talking. The whole entire time I'm sitting here like "why are u here???????" damn kids! But thankfully Laura showed up 3 sec. later so they left. thank goodness!

I don't know anything at all, and I'm somebody else
It could take years to find you, it could take years to find myself
And I don't need to hear your answer, I just need you to see
That I think its time to break down, these walls that we throw up

Am I still breathing, have I lost that feeling?
Am I made of glass? Cuz you see right through me
I don't know who I am, you're the one who sees that
I can't ask these questions that cannot be answered today

And even if everything goes wrong, and we start to fall apart
I will understand where you are, I will understand this by myself
And I don't need to hear your answer, I just need you to feel
Like there are no boundaries at all

I don't mind today, Today, I don't matter today

And how far have we come, too far to throw away the past
Will you be there waiting for me
I have to ask what we are, if I ask today it just won't last
So I'll be here waiting for you

Letting it all go...

2004-04-22T23:14:52Z

Well my secret is getting out. Though it's probably for the best. I'm still very confused about the whole situation and why I'm doing this but I guess it's just away for me to let all my emotions go I guess... yeah that sounds good. I'd like to thank dayna, leila and kristen for being there for me and I'm sorry yall have to deal with my shit. Kristen I know what you are going thru right now and as hard this might be on both of us I know that we can somehow we can come out of this stage... wow now I sound like an idiot but oh well. Everyone has there days. I've been thinking about telling my parents but I seriously thinkI can do this w/o them. I just need friends right now I guess you could say...

stupid preps

2004-04-21T23:45:01Z

DAYNA: THE LITTLE DIP SHIT PREPS WHO THINK THEY ARE ALL THAT AND MORE NEED TO LAY THE FUCK OFF OF MY FRIENDS OR HELP ME GOD. YOU GUYS ARE SO LAME ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY! COMMON, GROW UP! PLEASE!!! OH AND PLEASE DONT TELL MY OTHER FRIEND TO FUCK OFF AND THEN HAVE THE NERVE TO CALL HER A BITCH, BITCH! FUCKING ASS HOLES I SWEAR, WILL GUY PREPS EVER GET A LIFE?

Thank you dayna! I couldnt put it better! Gosh I swear one of these days I will kick some ass! Although I probably will get killed leila and dayna will back me up! haha

barnyard_whore @ 2004-04-19T15:51:00

2004-04-19T23:08:49Z

.: me :.
[name]: Jessica
[sex]: female
[bday]: 8/8/89
[height]: 5’6"
[weight]: yeah like I'm going to post that!
[hair color]: Brown
[eye color]:.brown
[nationality]: southern! haha leila
[city born in]: Houston
[siblings?]: Jenny-17
[any crushes?]: yeah
[worst habit]: talking too much
[best habit]: hmmm hard one!
[scariest moment]: getting locked out of the house while babysitting
[funniest moment]: running to dennys w/ leila
[earliest memory]: coming home from school
[believe in God?]: of course!
[ticklish?]: yes

.: favs :.
[day of the week]: Friday
[month/season]: May summer/spring
[thing in your room]: comp and bed
[color]: red
[names]: Lexi, Josh
[smell(s)]: rain, and guy cologne
[board game]" clue
[magazine]: Twist
[movie]: Big Fish, Love Actually, Peter Pan (animated)
[show]: Friends, One Tree Hill, OC
[ice cream]: chocolate
[thing to do]: hang w/ my friends
[sport to watch]: baseball!
[food]: hmm... dont really have favorite
[hangout]: anywhere away from my house

.: last time u :.
[cried]: hmmmm.... like two weeks ago?
[ate something]: around four hours ago
[wrote a real letter to someone]: today
[went to the movies]: long time ago!
[went to a concert]: oh gosh like I remember
[traveled somewhere]: Kansas
[went to the hospital]: last month

.: random questions :.
[what/where is ur dream house]: some place in cali
[where do u see urself in 10 yrs]: firefighter!!
[what hidden talent do u have]: only few know that! *cough*
[what do u think is the worst profession]: rapist
[whats the most adventurous thing u ever done]: we're not going there
[whats the worst feeling]: suicide
[best feeling]: loving and being loved in return
[what animal would u be]: hmm...a tiger! haha
[what do u really hate]: preps
[what are u addicted to]: my friends
[what do u want to be]: firefighter/ teacher
[whats the most dangerous thing u ever done]: that’s a tough one
[what would u really want to be doing right now]: no comment
[what was the last thing u said]: "fuck off biotch"
[last thing u ate]: toaster stroodle!
[what are the top 5 things u look for in a guy/girl]: outgoing, humor, compassion, trust, and love
[what color crayon would u be]: red
[last thing u do before u go to sleep]: turn off my light
[whats ur bed time]: 11ish
[what are u afraid of]: spiders!
[if u had 3 wishes, what would they be]: no comment

"hey we're all just a bunch of kids w/ raging hormones!"

2004-04-17T01:28:30Z

What is up people? I am at Carloyn's right now! We're are having a party thing and so far it's been really fun! anyways today was cool. kind of...I fell asleep during english. Let me tell you I haven't slept better! Except w/ doorman! oh good times dayna! I think Carl might be turning black..hmmm....???? ahhh leila just called me fat! oh well truth hurts! Right now everyone is playing vidoe games and they actually let me play! And for once I didnt lose! yay! I'm so proud! Well I must be back to the party! luv yall!

Don't mess with Texas!

2004-04-14T20:47:27Z

I am at school right now in english which is by far the most boring class ever! I got my hair cut yesterday and its way too short! People are making fun of me for it too! not cool at all! oh well Monday was fun! We had a half day so I went and hung out at daynas and there we listened to Drew's band. You couldnt understand them but randomly u did hear fuck. ummm... I found out that my dad is probably having surgrey on his neck this summer and if things go wrong he could be paralyzed from the neck down! scary stuff I tell you! I'm sure everything will be fine...hopefully. Jenny got a prom dress! Its so pretty! Her and a bunch of people are going to the d-backs game before they go to prom! how weird is that? umm.. Kristen I hope everything is going ok with you. I know how scared you are but its probably not true! Either way I'm here for you!......grr dance is tomorrow! Micale is getting really annoying! why is he in our group again? at least danielle isnt in our group! k well we're leaving the library now! Talk to you lovely people later!

they're going on a "date"

2004-04-12T02:05:00Z

Hey everyone! This weekend was so much fun! I hung out w/ Emily, Laura, and Jenny on Thursday and Friday! We saw Ella Enchated which was a surprisingly good movie. ummm...saturday leila and dayna called and woke me! lol they wanted to go see a movie but I couldnt! But later that day we all hung out. Leila and Beni are well....yeah....lol...I had to get up at 5 this morning! ick! we had to be at Church at 6 for the sunrise service and me and jenny were running late so when we were at this stop light (that takes forever) nobody was out so we ran a red light! How bad is that? Jenny broke the law on Easter Sunday! Although It was to get to Church on time lol. Tomorrow is half day!!! yay!

happiness

2004-04-02T22:24:39Z

This week was pretty good! minus a situation in dance on thursday...but moving...my parents finally gave in and got me a cell phone! amazing I know! Today it rained like crazy! I love the rain but not when I get all wet and have to sit through class! ick oh well.... omg it was so sad because me and dayna had to wait a while for her mom to come and get us and we were almost hit by a bus! Then the bus driver was laughing at us! not cool at all.... yeah but right now I'm talking to kristen about some interesting stuff.....haha
"its like two popsicle"
Tonight I am hanging out with emily!! Its her birthday tomorrow so HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILY!! In dance right now we are doing choreography and michael meadows is in my group! Its so funny because leila makes fun of him a lot and he never really notices! kind of like danielle! omg leila I forgot to tell you something so if u get the chance call me! 510*8128....ok well not much more to say so I will talk to you people later!

Weekend Update

2004-03-28T21:07:30Z

Ok so Saturday was interesting. I went to a baby shower and yeah....lol leila! I saw Along Came Polly w/ a bunch of ppl. That was an ok movie. There was lady in the theatre tho who got really annyoing! Anyways so after all that Emily came and got me around 10 30ish to go stay at her house for the night. It was so fun! We watched the M-FUGE videos! (not m-fudge leila!) Then this morning during Church I almost fell asleep because of lack of sleep. Oh well... omg leila! Personal Quote: POOCHKIE!!!! I like chickens, BAKKAW!!!!!!!! haha guess who wrote that! oh good times!

Overall this weekend has had its ups and downs. It mainly sucked but then again its my own fault. I'm tired of putting myself on the line just to make people happy. its not worth it anymore...

people these days....

2004-03-27T06:31:34Z

This week sucked! Pretty much because I am starting to lose all tolerance with everyone! Well not everyone...but a lot of ppl! anyways so I go shopping w/ Jenny, and the saleslady was being a major bitch! grrr... she is so lucky I feel bad when I tell people off! Then my parents were just like "blah blah blah" (didnt feel like listening to them) Then more stuff happens but I'm not going to get into that! and yeah that brings me here! *Leila* be happy! everything will be ok in the end! Trust me! christopher, you know I won the bet so just give up already!! I bet u never thought u would lose to a "dumb blonde" I feel accomplished now!

say it w/ me now...

2004-03-25T04:19:58Z

Today was ok....well it was fine up until lunch then things got bad. I got a big smack of reality and all the things that I have been trying to forget about all came to me and just ahhhhh! When I got home I was on the verge of a mental break down. Thankfully my sister was there so we talked things out ...kind of. I still cant trust her after that one incident but thats a completely different story! Anyways things did get better when I went to Church. Brad had pics of Conner and there were some pics that Brad forgot to take out and it was of Meredith giving birth and... yeah can u say disgusting? ick... ok well theres not much more to say except that JADE the most coolest person! It's good to see you actually coming to class again! haha

Leila! say it w/ me now" BS woowee!

Dayna

2004-03-23T04:51:34Z

Me: thats sick!
DAYNA: i liked it'
DAYNA: the vibration and all

Dayna, Dayna, Dayna.....what are we going to do w/ you? lol. anyways this entry will be real quick!

Micahel and Katie- I am sorry for what is going on! I know it will be hard but yall will be able to get through this!

Dayna- you need to stop it w/ the vibrations! and I dont care if u call me a big boobed bimbo! your just a big ass loser! oOo dissssssssss! hehe jk!

Leila- we are evil! hehe oh remember tomorrow to go to mike in that oh so sexy outfit of yours and be like "what now biotch" hes a horny guy, he'll go for it! lol and plus like alex said "you are hot" haha good times!

Leila....sux haha!

2004-03-22T04:18:29Z

ok so this weekend was surprisingly fun. I ended up not going to leilas because I was a little well.... yeah and that night was just a little well yeah I wont get into details for yall becuase I doubt anyone wants to hear that! anyways ok so Saturday I go hang w/ Dayna (crack whore and tity dick! haha) for a while then to Bahama Breeze for Tays b-day thingy. It was fun then we went to taylors and watched tv played clue (even tho we cheated off of taylor! haha not my fault she leaves her answers out in the open!)and we also played truth or dare Jenga. Ok I thought that game was like whats the word? clean? but there are some dirty things in there! lol Taylor made up some dares too so yeah that got a tad bit out of hand! at least on my part *ahem* no comment oh good times. Then we all had one huge convo about everything! it was all interesting finding out things about ppl you would never expect to like...yeah nvm. anywho So we go to bed like sometime after 3 maybe? I dont know but I had to get up at 8 15 for Church! Oh gosh I looked like I had a hang over. Then after Church I went to the hospital to see Conner. awwwww ok sorry. Oh Dayna I forgot to tell you! Brad told me today that they are moving! to alabama! Like in a way I'm happy but at the same time its going to be sad to see them go....oh well.

i color MY shoes [9:28 PM]: busy with SEX....yea u read that....S-E-X....brb
haha leila u make me laugh! although u are probably being serious! hMmMmMmm....

barnyard_whore @ 2004-03-20T00:01:00

2004-03-20T07:20:20Z

I went to the zoo yesterday....let me tell you that was one thrilling time...not. Jenny dragged me and emily along with her because sarah is annoying her greatly. She's annoying me too but at least emily was there. Then we went home ate dinner and played Cranium. Thats actually pretty fun game. Wow I am now realizing how boring my day was..anyways. Ryan and I were talking about getting together to hang out but I dont know... probably because I know the one thing thats on his mind and I dont know if he is really my type so right now I'm confused about all that. Oh dayna remind me to tell you something about him! I might see LEILA today! Gosh I havent seen her since the play! I dont know if it will work out tho because my dad is mad that I didnt do my homework earlier in the week. What kind of teacher gives out hmwk over spring break? Ms. Boyles is officially satan! I'm also going to a Birthday dinner w/ DAYNA (who I have missed A LOT) and Carolyn for Taylor. Which should be fun. I havent seen taylor since... hmmmm... yeah I cant remember lol. Sarah leaves tomorrow! yay! *cough* I mean shucks. Meredith finally had her baby! Conner Head. Gosh I would hate to have the last name of Head. ok anyways I got to go...

yeah...

2004-03-19T06:22:22Z

Hey yall! I am so tired right now! *yawn* moving on...... Jenny wanted me to go shopping w/ her and Sarah. and for once I do not want to go shopping. I am sick of it! Anywho I hung out w/ Emily on wednesday and saw Cheaper by the Dozen. That movie was so good! Then we went to her house. We watched Peter Pan: Return to Neverland because we were just that bored. But I love disney movies so it was fine. After that we watched Seinfeld. I never really realized how funny that show is!.... "Maybe we could help you......why don't you just tell me the name of the movie you want to see."...haha good times! Meredith is probably having her baby tonight! Finally now I don't have to hear about her pregnancy problems! yay!

Ok I know I might sound like a huge loser when I say this but I actually sort of want to go back to school. Like yeah the homework and the lectures suck but its a lot better than my house! I don't know... just l8ly me and my family have been dealing with issues and whenever I tell them somethings wrong I get blamed for it! Like when my dad yelled at me a week ago it was my fault because I was giving him "attitude" maybe I wouldnt give him attitude if he actually treated me like a person! grrr... I'm sick of them comparing me to Jenny. It's obvious that she's made better choices in her past but still...I'm not her, I'm not perfect, and I wish they would get a hold of the fact that I cant be there sweet little girl anymore! I wish they would accept the fact that I make wrong choices (just like the everyone else) and I wish they would trust me to know that I can take care of myself. So as I told leila tonight, I am alone in my house. Yeah sorry but i had to just let that all out because I am sick of keeping it in.

guess what?!

2004-03-17T17:42:40Z

See I don't know why you cryin' like a bitch
talkin' shit like a snitch
why you write a song 'bout me
if you really didn't care
you wouldn't wanna share
tellin' everybody just how you feel

Fuck What I did was your fault somehow
Fuck the presents,I threw all that shit out
Fuck don't go cryin' you didn't mean jack
well guess what *beep* ,fuck you right back

You thought you could really make me moan
I had better sex all along
I had to do your friend
now you want me to come back
you must be smokin' crack
Im goin' else where and thats a fact

Fuck all those nights I moaned real loud
fuck it,I faked it,i'll rent you out
fuck all those nights you thought you broke my back
well guess what *beep*,your sex was wack

Fuck What I did was your fault somehow
Fuck the presents,I threw all that shit out
Fuck don't go cryin' you didn't mean jack
well guess what *beep*,fuck you right back.

just a lil too much

2004-03-17T04:50:25Z

CrO mBiE gRl 167: : hores and rainbow paper and pens too.....ervything in sight remidsn me of *you* beds and pillows brown paper bagssss litlle peter patty drive in a van..balck men and tv shows and brown apaper bags eh fuck it BROWN PAPER bags@

TiReD

2004-03-16T07:42:22Z

Today was boring! like most days! anywho I saw an movie w/ jenny which was pretty much the highlight of my day! Then I come home and these old people are over so I just lock myself in my room. It was pretty funny tho because I got a call from Gabby. and yeah she asked me a question that I was not expecting and yeah...haha ok sorry you had the be there! btw gabby I hope all goes well for you! anyways tomorrow I am hanging out w/ *KRISTEN* yay!! This should be fun! hehe. I dont think I have Church on wednesday...hmmm darn that means no Miles! gezz he is one hott mofo! like on sunday he started playing the guitar and wow! I would so do him right then and there! I dont care if I am in Church! lol ok moving on....I talked to leila tonight!! she seems to be having fun!! I also talked to emily! which got me depressed because I'm supposed to be in Disneyland w/ her. grrr parents suck!

HmMmM...

2004-03-15T07:11:07Z

This weekend actually turned out to be ok! The play was cool. dayna and I couldnt stop laughing! and someone has a BIG crush on leila! oOo anywho I went to Church yesterday and Emily wasnt there and shes like the only person I talk to there becuase everyone else is just a little... well out there! Then I had to go out with the the Robinson clan....ick...all they did was talk about the Lord of the Rings! I wanted to shoot myself. Then after they left me and jenny watched home videos waaaaaay back from Texas. It was so weird. Oh the good old days when your parents actually liked you and you didnt have to deal with shit! moving on...Jenny and I are seeing a movie today. I just dont know which one! I talked to Melissa tonight who I havent talked to since like what october? and Melissa if u ever read this dont worry too much about your boyfriend. All guys have their asshole moments! no offense to any guys reading this of course! Today when I was trying to sleep I got phone call form dayna and leila! I never really noticed how random they were lol. I miss you yall! ummm lets see Emily gets back tuesday night leila and dayna get back saturday so until tuesday....I am bored! I think I might take ryan up on his offer!

water balloon fight

2004-03-13T23:28:06Z

Hello everyone! I am at Dayna's right now and leila is over too. Leila keeps stripping! oh my! anywho Dayn and I had a "water balloon" fight today. It was "fun" and we both know that I so won! hehe anywho............."dang it boy you just ruined the mood" the play is tonight and I am going w/ Dayn Dayn. Leila is on stage crew yay for leila! She gets to see andrew snow strip! mmmm andrew. ok anyways Daynas drinking an unidentified fluid right now. hmmmmm looks good! I think Vinney Poo brought it over! *wink, wink* ok ..... well I must be off now! Vinney Poo is here!!

FREEDOM

2004-03-13T08:02:16Z

Hello everyone! I am no longer grounded! woo hoo! Meaning I can now escape from hell aka my house. *sigh* moving on...Kristen u need to let your boyfriend know that I really do not want him! lol yes I might have said somethings but I did not mean it! haha wow we say some disgusting things when we are together! moving on! I went to the Diamondbacks game today.....that was a big bundle of joy. and tomorrow I am hanging out w/ dayna! wait technically I am hanging out w/ her today seeing how its like 12 something. wow ok that shows how tired I am! moving on.....I'm also seeing the play tomorrow! mmmmmm andrew snow in the words on kitty "mMm good!"

barnyard_whore @ 2004-03-11T14:26:00

2004-03-11T21:25:25Z

this is jade.

just checking something